Dr. Jana Craft has been inspired by a fellow parishioner; his worship has stirred her heart (and made her a bit jealous, too).
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There’s a gentleman in our church who is the most passionate worshiper I’ve ever seen. And I’m totally jealous of him.
Recently, I found myself in my journal recording my thoughts on worship as I watched him.
My thoughts were raw and unfocused and cannot capture the true beauty of his act.
He sings loud, praising without abandon or self-conscious regret.
Bent in supplication, he’s so passionate. Hands emphatically raised, pulsing up, punctuating each word within the song.
Kneeling, bent, nose to ground, he prays.
Hands on head, he prays harder now. His humility and obedience is on display. It’s beautiful.
He’s an engaged participator in the sermon. I can see every word is absorbed and will be considered while he works with his hands during the week.
His words, when he brings a reading for the corporate body, are halting but carefully enunciated. Each pronunciation is purposeful and important.
He’s vulnerable, caring. His struggle is evident, but his love for his children and wife is strong and visceral.
After service, he corrals his kids, gently correcting, a hint of exasperation at the edges of his instruction. Not a lack of patience or frustration, but a stretching of his ability to multitask.
His praise is never lacking, his love is always strong, his hands provide income for his family.
I watch him in awe for I am a dry and reserved person in comparison.
His worship is beautiful because it’s real.
I dig real.
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This post first appeared on Jana’s blog and can be found here.
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